Saturday, March 24, 2007

San Francisco - Spring Break 07

03.18-03.24

To Leah and Tina; Lyn and Jesse; Rachel and her parents; Lori and Rob; the toothless people of Corney, WA; the little black kid who gave us the finger; our new hippie friends; the plastic didgeridoo player; the bored officers at the American boarder; the gas station girl who just happens to live in the dirtiest town in Oregon; the factory workers of Tillamook cheese; the angry, tired cable car driver; the abstinence preacher on the side of the street…

to all my companions in the journey, this is for you.

I’m not sure about people anymore. They’re responsible for some pretty nutty stuff. Individuals I’m crazy about though. -Berkeley Breathed (quote from Starbucks cup in downtown San Francisco)

What makes traveling worth while? For me it’s the unique interactions that you have with a world that is not your own; the brief moments that you live in someone else’s shoes and see their perspective. It’s feeling the pain of a cable car drivers boring day… and hearing the story of a love lost and then found again. It’s the eyes of the toothless ladies, who earnestly hand you a freshly grilled deluxe hamburger and the heads that refuse to look up at you gazing at them work at their minimum wage factory line-up job. And in the end, you always leave thinking you’ve come to know a place, when rather, you’ve come to know a small part of some individuals.

SF proved itself to be a very friendly city. One day as we were trying to find the Golden Gate Bridge on our rented bikes (Yes, that’s the big orange bridge that you can see from almost all points in SF) an older couple, Lori and Rob offered their help. They then carried on to give us a complete educational tour of the Bay and Bridge area. Two hours later they turned around to head back to their work.

Another night, a group of hippies at a local coffee shop laid claim of our friendship. Everywhere we went, there they were with their musical instruments from open mike night, their weed, and their on going conversation about just about everything. One was shocked about the tall girls we grow in Canada (you guessed it, that comment wasn’t directed at me - see above pic)… another was impressed that I could play the harmonica (which proves that they were high since I can't play it). Finally as they wandered off to their next adventure, we realized that we had now idea where we were.
memories created, people met... california sunshine soaked up... back to work tomorrow. Guess all good things come to an end.
PS. biking in San Francisco is all good, until you decide to attempt the hills. Piece of advice for people seeking adventures in SF... don't bike up the hill.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Revolutionaries

his warm glowing eyes screaming thank you
staring out of the cold rock that inhabits a spot in the desk he sits
i see it. i can always see it.
they’re a mask, but a true mask.
a small truth that has yet to surface.
smiling i welcome the birthing soul.

fingers of a broken promise stretch out
gently caressing my heart
screaming for answers to brokenness
scratching nails rip a small scar of memories
kissing the fingers i place them on top of the scar
to stop the bleeding.

a picture of a child swinging
careful not to scribble over the black lines
colored in an attempt to please
she hands it to me again
same as yesterday
my shadow is with me
clinging to my heels,
can my attention heal?

threats of hatred uttered
unable to scratch the walls of my calloused heart
pealing the threats away all i find is pain
loss of a mother, a father, a life
the threats bounce off the heart
ricocheting to the irises of my eyes
piercing a hole to let the tears fall.

so many different faces
speaking such different languages
all hiding the same thing
all with the same plea
a loss of innocence
yet still at the age of innocence
each one desperately using
self taught languages
yet to be translated
begging for our forgiveness
for sins they never committed
clinging to our love
seeking and fighting for a hope
which has yet to be found.

all these small revolutionaries
who are unknowingly
standing on soap boxes
on every corner of our streets
each one begging for us
to do something about the injustice

we walk past
shaking our heads at society.
shedding a single tear
for the Victims.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

my first blog...

Dedicated to my blogging inspirations: Heidi and Shereen

Gloomy weather outside, the wind whistling through the third floor windows. The pounding rain reminding of the hours that still remain at this desk. Piles of work surrounding me; i look for something to distract. Just a couple minutes of rest, thats all i need. A couple minutes to take my mind off of marking and planning for tomorrow.

With little thought, check my email... nothing. With greater hopes... I log into my myspace... nothing. My technical world that once brought me satisfaction fails miserably. That's when i recall a conversation i had over a couple glasses of wine... with a person that claimed to be my Best Interenet Friend. I quickly look up her site... only to find my face right there staring back at me and an article about my birthday, speaking loudly of an internet friendship that i have yet laid claim to. A friendship that began giving before I ever recieved or returned.

Now when the rain crashes, and the wind whistles, i take a sip of my warm coffee, feeling no dread of how i might take my mind of my work for a couple minutes. I click on Heidi and Shereen's blogs... and with their creative help, i forget... briefly... that i'm surrounded by piles of work!

Hopefully... i can do the same for you:)